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Monday, 8 October 2007
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To start things off I have been a target of gang stalking for 2 + yrs the characters of the gang have change from criminally minded individulas to law enforcement types. Except for a hand full of major players. Amy is the main individual behind all this. She did not like the fact that I tried to watch her in her apartment from my apartment trying to get a glimpse of her masturbating (i.e what is known as vouyerism) she was my neighbor during my second semister at ISU (Illinois) in the central Illinois town of Normal (06/2005 - 12/2005). 

She at the time decided not to go to law enforcement and report me she instead found out that I suffered from somniloquy (i.e sleep talking) and from took fulll advantage of me during the times that I went to sleep at night. She befriend the guy who lived below me, Malcolm, who made it all possible. She also went to the apartment across the street and offered her self to the highest bider so to speak inorder to have some one help her hurt me. That bider was Mark who became her boyfriend from that point on until at least 08/2006 from there on they may have split but I don't know much about her relationships, other than that she tends to be promiscous. i.e Mark loans her out in order to get favors from other individuals.

Anyway they followed me up to Naperville starting perhaps as early as september 05 and diffinitely by oct 05. When on the early morning hours of holloween morning (i.e. ~12-4 am) she and her boyfriend entered my grandma's place (I think the door was unlocked because people in Naperville are like that at least at that time 2005). And she raped me, then her boyfriend sodomized me. They left but not before Mark held gun to my temepel saying that if I yelled to wake my grandma they'ed make it look like I commited suicide.

 The motive behinde the rape was to take away my "celibate" stance basically. She was not sexually intrested in me otherwise she was just intresed in harming my self worth.

As misrable as that was I stilled held on to hope that if I changed schools that I would get ride of her (I had applied for the third time to get accepted at UIC 08/2005 and got accepted) I was to start at UIC the winter semester 2006.

As Novemeber started the gang stalking really started to pick up every time I would head home for the weekend as I usually to do to see my mother and brother in Naperville they would follow me up using a different persons car from a list of volunteer's willing (mainly from the Veron Stables area) to offer their assitance in 'maiming that vouyer'. When she would drive up they would get the car ahead of me I wouldn't notice the car until the strong smell of vaginal odor was released from the car ahead of me that I knew she was 300 ft ahead.

That is also how they would harrass me when I was in Normal from 08-2005 till I left. It would be knocking on the ceiling till I was 'sensitized' then they would stop. They would also harrass me by either Malcolm or Mark having sex with her and then stoping once I noticed smelled the vaginal odor.  

They also brought my class mates from organic chemistry 2 to witness my harrassment and sleep talking people like Gabe, Lauren, Kelly, Candice, Tenesha, Tenesha's Boyfriend, ect.

These people turned from aquintance or netural to antagonistic towards me over night. Literally. 

Anyway during the thanksgiving break of 2005 they finally had found where my mother had lived and conicidently or so it seems the mother of Amy knew the woman who lived below us. Thus she allowed them to spend the week below me and the harrassment and sleep talking continued. 

When I informed the Naperville PD about what was going an investigator and social worker (by the name of Mike Hoffman who claims no relation to the woman who live below my mother's Carol Hoffman)  where sent out to ask me questions about my complaint, I told the social worker my story minus the vouyerism  which had them questioning what was the motive for Amy and Mark to be stalking me. He deemed me pyscotic and strongly suggested that I enter a mental health hospitial immedeatly. When my mom talked to him she believed him word for word and as soon as I finished the semester final in organic chem 2 (12-06-2006) I was taking by my mom from Normal to Lolyal which held me for 8 hrs then I transfered at night to Elgin Mental health.

All was going well at Elgin and the doctor said I would be out in 5 days time at the rate I was doing but then on the third day a man by the name of 'Krunal' was admitted who immedatily began stalking me. I had said both in concious and unconcious speak that I would rat on him for doing drugs and other people that where close to him, for reason unknown even to myself. I think I did this because was mad at Amy and that seemed to get her off track a little (the ranting about Krunal happend during oct of 2005 so they had to record it and present it to him and other people of his group <I wont name names at the moment.> 

Anyway Krunal was angry at me and did much of the same harrasment techniques that Amy did like banging on door area of my room just as I was about to sleep. He also wear same colored clothes down to the stripe as I would and everyday it seemed that more people would be addmitted and start hanging out with him. Also on one day he put fried bacon somewhere in my room and was playing around pencils, ripping towels up so that he could have something thin enough to wrap around my throat. The only thing that he didn't do was the sleep talking.     

I knew it would make me look crazier but I had to tell the doctor what was going on so that if I did perish they would have a suspect.  This trade off ment that I would be held for 5-6 weeks by time I was released and about 15-20 or so friends Krunal had cycled through the hospitial. One even said to me that he got in by calling up the Naperville police to his home and when the officer came he punched him in the face because didn't like police officiers.

One night Krunal tried to strangle me somewhere on the 3rd or forth week but I told him that he would be the number one suspect because I had told the docotor who of course didn't believe me (but would have to if I died) and Krunal settled for, yes I addmit, a blow job instead.

After I got out the remainder of January and Febuary and the first half of march where alright. I did have an allergic reaction to triliptal which was solved by discontinuation at the end of Febuary. At the end of March she came back to Carol's and started to interrogate me while I slept again. But by this time she was trying to make very little of her presence known to me. (I cannot always remember me dreams). 

She then went away and came back hard in late april,  I didn't believe that I was being interrogated by her again until my sleep got progessivlly worse and one night in a fit I started kicking the end of the bed which results in the smell of vaginal odor (Schadenfreude)

I moved into my Grandma's in May 06 to which she had followed never the less and was coming on to the patio several nights and touching herself until I smelled the odor agian. (The bed room is on the second floor just above the patio.) In June I went to the police again to formalize a stalking case against her and instead they wired up my Grandma's home (with buggs AND speakers). She had convince the police that I was some sort of vouyer/drug dealer or something like that. 

The smells did stop but all of sudden the neighbors where luanching fireworks in time to me entering the bed room or when I would sit down to eat. Which did result in me becoming senstized fireworks.

The Police allowed her to countinue to interogate me through the use of the speaker system that they had set up at my Grandma's but I still believed that she was outside. (She basically had commited the act of tresspasssing, extortion, harrassment, and stalking mainy times and I was sure that the police would take my side, but once she convince them that I was some sort of drug dealer all Police help went out the window). 

In July 2006 I broke down again in Michagen and so I was sent to a state hospitial in Kalamazoo.  I was released in two weeks their shortest turnover and for the remainder of the summer I spent my time in Michagen away from Naperville and her. When I returned to Illniois I took up resedance with my brother and started UIC that Fall ( I was supposed to start in winter but Elgin held me too long so I had to take a university withdrawl and start in the fall). I did well and Amy didn't renter the picture until november 06 in which I started to have a hard time sleeping again and started going to school with body armor because I though Krunal would be told about my where abouts and that I would be gunned down. 

It never happend but I did mangange to finish the semsester and even with the extra load of her at the end of the course I still pulled two A's and a B. I was happy but immediatly once break had started the 1st night I went with my mom and brother to the pizzeria to celibrate I smelled vaginal odor again at the pizzeria and then when I went back to the apartment with my brother I heard talking outside on one of the patios (something she would do often in Normal and something that never occured in that location in Chicago) I knew it was her again. The smell also came from under floor boards a few minutes later meaning that they had entered the basement underneath. Their is a spearate key to the basement as the unit and the basement are sperate. Knowing them I didn't move I just sat on the couch very still. But Mark and Amy knew that two people where in the apartment, my brother and myself what they didn't know is that Jermey the guy upstairs was home and because the footsteps can be heard through two floors and because he and my brother are not sensitized to the knocking of the floor like I am they banged the 1st floor/ basement ceiling thinking the Jermy was me and thus giving it away that they we're back to torment me. After about a week of little sleep and lots of harrassment I broke down again and I was takin to the hospital this time UIC hostiptial I didn't sleep much there ethier but after agreeing to go to outpatient with Dr Ward I was released in one week.

I have my supicions that Toni the guy who lives diagional from brother gave them the key to the basement, probably being told that I'm some sort of drug dealer. (He drives an umarked ford interceptor with goverment tags. So he has some function in police work or goverment I don't know which). 

I went back to live with my grandma but the had only a supicion that the place had microphones AND speakers in the walls and had some very weird dreams about allybenenze, ma hung, phenylproplene glycol, being asked in a female voice with some male backround voice asking her questions. Now looking back at it I know that Amy was interrogating me about wether I knew or had experience with methamphetamine percursors. The anwser was something like {Ma hung? is that some sort of asian prostitute?} She didn't like that answer.

In mid January I was extremly queasy and going to school I thought I would be shot to death again by some mob headed by Krunal or something.

Anyway the interrogations started again but where limited due to the extreme cold of the Chicago winter that made standing in the basement below my brother's apartment intolorable but as the weather warmed up so too did the sleep talking.  By mid march I wanted my mom to get an apartment in the 500 S Clinton complex so I could be away from her. Once my mom got the apartment settled it was finals week for Winter semester 07.  I settled in but didn't notice that the people below me was Amy and  the DEA. They ethier had bought the apartment in august 26/2006 like the real estate listing says and somehow conivinced my mom to buy the unit above them or rented it out once I moved in. Never the less the sleep talking went up exponentially and I was being told in my sleep to look for places to plant marjuana, magic mushrooms, etc.

Once again in a Schadenfreude manner I dropped my CD player and upon my stumbling to pick it up I smelled vaginal odor again. Then I knew why I was having thoughts again about drugs, she was trying again to get me into serious trouble. Like options versus equities, she doesn't want the mild return of a few tens of a percent that equities offer. She wants me to commit suicide at best, being found guility of breaking some drug law, 2nd best, commiting aggravated assualt, 3rd. And with the DEA giving her support plus whatever neighborhood networks and people allowing their apartments to be used by her and the DEA.  I have no place to get away from them and the somniloquy that follows. 

I started summer school, but broke down again, about 1/3 the way through and had to be hosptialized but this time she herself went into the hosptial under a psuedonyme after me.  Likewise once in the hospital every time I would be just about going to sleep she would kick the door. And so to did the smell come back when she went into one of the conversation rooms to have sex with a couple (posing?) janitors, I never told the psyciatrists this because that would lead to a longer stay as one of the pysciatrists in training actually wanted that.  

After I got out and went back to living at the new apartment but with my brother or mother sleeping next to me. Still she found ways to use the somniloquy again even with a sibiling sleeping next to me. Once I got a loft bed they immedatly recieved access to the apartment above me. Thus negating the loft bed that I waited over month to recieve.

I went back to my grandma's but now staying in the basement instead of upstairs and this soon turned out to be of no use. I've gotten upset several times this semester (on weekends primarly) but have found that it is realy hard to try and stop them from harrassing me while I sleep. I've ordered a hard drive camera to document myself sleeping and the game Manhunt* neither of which have arrived.

*the vouyerism aspect is particulary what she doesn't like about this game, but she and the DEA and the neighborhood watch type stalkers might not like this because of the fact that the main character goes around killing various gangs, police officers, cerbrus gaurds that are on the look out for him. 


Posted by abe12uic at 12:21 PM EDT
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